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See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we would be called children of God...

Dear children, do let anyone lead you astray.

- From the first letter of John, third chapter


In the end the Party would announce that two and two make five, and you would have to believe it.

It was inevitable that they should make that claim sooner or later: the logic of their position demanded it.

 - George Orwell, from 1984


Out on one of my long walks I came across this, the item in the posted photograph. It is a movie poster for the film I Still Believe, and I know absolutely nothing about it except what you see here. A nice-looking couple in some joyous embrace I got the idea it was one of those Christian-oriented inspirational films but again I just don't know. I did though catch the circumstances here.

You see, this movie release was in 2020. The discount theater upon which this is still displayed has been closed since that weekend nearly two years ago, you see it there if you look closely... its opening, Friday March the 13th, pretty much the red-letter day for the inauguration of the massive Covid lockdowns. They've left all the posters up there on the outside front walls peeking inside it looks like that day they just grabbed all the Junior Mints and Raisinets and left it. No one's touched it since, it is indeed a ghost movie theater.

A perfect metaphor for what I think many think about the status of the world today. Do you still believe it will return to its pre-Covid-protocol state? From what I see it appears many think it will at this moment Covid related restrictions are dropping precipitously in many places.

On the other hand some are markedly slithering around still endorsed with great fervor by nervous autocrats right now Justin Trudeau is doubling, tripling, quadrupling down on his obsession with ferociously ridding the world of all the nasty science-deniers getting in the way of a splendidly Zero-Covid world as a roaring legion of truckers objected quite emphatically across Canada. I can't be the only one who wonders why Mr. Trudeau is still there doing these things, why some form of legislative or judicial action is not employed to remove him or block those things. The answer is simple.

They're all in on it too. They're just as much given over to the medical tyranny opiate whupp, because Trudeau can't do a single thing without a critical mass of The People asking him to do what he does, um, there's your democracy for you.

The truth is the people's totalitarianism has always been around, and will always be around until the Last Day. When that happens no one knows except the Father Jesus said as much, even He didn't know! Until then, the most wonderful totalitarian protocols will be firmly in place with the most vibrant enabling by the populace. The Covid thing has just been another among thousands of imaginative ways The Society administers its sin management program. We are repulsed by the past ones we've seen result in so much carnage don't worry, there'll be many more to come. Just wait and see what they'll be doing with the latest advances in biotech engineering the budding metaverse is just the first level of the latest spiffiest hell-on-earth infestation.

Think a pending social credit system is scary? You haven't been paying attention some form of that has been around for eons. What do you think confessionals are for? Now you can just do it through your cell phone everything about you is everywhere for all to see anyway, what of it? Think the move towards financial deplatforming is alarming? Naaah. Get over it. Been done, for centuries in... how many different ways? You don't think the soaring inflation right now isn't simply a form of officially rendered wealth expropriation? Get thee back to thy basic economics textbook!

I really like CJ Hopkins and his Consent Factory work, and he made an interesting point in one of his pieces a few months ago. He said we simply cannot argue science or facts or actual numbers with the seduced Covidian cult members because they're too far gone. What we can do, however, is argue by illuminating the nature of the totalitarianism that ruthlessly victimizes them. As long as the totalitarians get exposed for what they are, we may win some minds and perhaps even some crusaders to join the fight against it.

Ehrrngh-mmm not exactly.

See, once again, the totalitarians will always be there, always, period. It is a fool's errand to try to gunk up the works, they have seven-fold strength to stop you. You can find out about how, and why, by humbly, insightfully, and prayerfully reading the fourth chapter of Genesis. It started with God allowing Cain to go out and establish the sophisticated human sacrifice apparatus through which the required administration would emanate. I've read several takes with conceptions of those through whom all that has historically transpired. The Nephilim? Noah's son Ham? Nimrod? The Rephaim? Esau? All fine considerations, but it has certainly been authoritatively manifest in any and all potentates and deep state operatives of Babylon through the Persian, Greek, Roman, British, and now American hegemonies.

I see how much some screech about "The Great Reset" yet no one ever asks about the Re- in the "Reset." They are resetting things back to what? To the way things were before in what way? What about the "New Normal?" How could something that is standard-issue normal be any newer? Is it just possible they're simply announcing, as they must, the orthodox ways Cain's Legacy works, as it has for several millennia now?

The point is whoever out there is doing the industrious work of "The City" they are doing Cain's legitimate work, authorized by God to minister condemnation to those who refuse to become a new creation in Christ, who himself or herself is translated into a minister of reconciliation based on Kingdom principles. Individuals commissioned in Cain's service include the most renowned church leaders and ministers on the planet signifying their devotion to Caesar and his lordship by tightly gripping officially documented 501c3 tax-exempt non-profit statures.

The real essence of the Ecclesiocracy is easily exposed.

I was blown away by this article from The Daily Wire detailing all the ways several of the most showcased church ministers have so brazenly cozied up to the totalitarians how great is this Covid thing, really, when it does so much to reveal the actual intentions and commitments of so many. This whole thing is definitely a "what is said in the inner rooms will be shouted from the rooftops" moment.

None of the Covid insanity would have gotten nearly as far as it has without the full endorsement and rich contribution of a fully Catholicized church network. This piece by Dennis Prager goes a long way to further demonstrate the reality of a sold-out religious system given over to do precisely what Cain was charged with doing millennia ago.

Not saying these churches are the only ones unwittingly (or very wittingly as the case may be) performing zealous acts of beneficence for the totalitarianism. Business interests have been so hypnotized to rely on government largesse for their survival that they've been on the front lines of totalitarian activity for years. Well, for centuries, it just looks better now I mean, they now have a nifty new euphemism for their newly minted dominion: stakeholder capitalism. Ooooo! It does serve to make the brazenly subtle larceny a bit more palatable!

Some may add that it is really those in charge of the businesses who are the actual enlightened despots. Uber-investment firm BlackRock pretty much owns half the world, and its CEO has explicitly shared his affection for CRT and ESG and all the other acronym-laden community-wrecking policies that make for the best virtue-signaling among the jet set. The entirety of finance-oriented ecclesia is doing it. With Covid it is all just showing its tumescent face fascism could never have a nicer look than this.

Many believe it is those teachers unions that are keeping children in a state of despair with all the severely enforced masking requirements they must endure, and when looking at stats that say better than 99.99% of all children survive a Covid episode, it is surprising that more parents aren't protesting. A few are, yes, as you may have seen in some of those viral videos of courageous rants at school board meetings, but those really just add a bit more fuel the totalitarian machinery. Still, why aren't more parents boldly insisting their principled grievances get redressed?

It has to do with grandparents being raised in the 60s and 70s and rigorously taught by The Society that they must be all about themselves, members of what is sometimes called the "Me Generation." Their now-adult children were brought up to feel incredibly guilty if they did anything that compromised their parents well-being, and now those people have their own children in schools that, with the evil Covid bug being the terrifying butcher we are told it is, have become the most frightening cesspools of the most wickedly lethal disease transmission there is.

Can you see where this is going? As a teacher myself I know first-hand. It is the parents themselves en masse who want their kids wearing masks and being disinfected and distancing themselves from those horrific little disease vectors positioned safely behind Plexiglas dividers everywhere not because of the stats or the facts or the truth about any of it or even about them or their child for that matter! none of that means a thing. The only thing that matters is avoiding the dreadfully overwhelming guilt a parent would feel if their child had contact with another filthy virus-caked child in school and he or she came home to spew the bug and murder their now-elderly mother or father.

No wonder these children's psyches are being shredded. Simply by smothering them with masks, subjecting them to manifestly dangerous "vaccines," hysterically shaming them for merely breathing bigger older people, not of few of them those hyperventilating schoolteachers, plaster them with a disposition of ill-will towards everyone and anyone, especially when they clearly see all the plain hypocrisies the Covid fixation generates.

Once again, none of any of the Covid lunacy would be happening without that very condition put in place by the people expertly trained to shove it into the minds of those ill-equipped to discern it, who must in the most proficient way possible perpetuate the totalitarianism, and who enlist any and every Catholicist-minded commercial or ecclesiastical organization to help them do it. You can never stop it. It will always be there. You are a slave to it especially if you labor valiantly to "resist," or to rebel or crusade or rage or challenge or even try to reform it or improve it or do any of that with it.

It is simply a case of too many people believing a new-fangled version of the first lie, "You can be like God." In a very real sense too many have made their family member an idol. This doesn't mean we don't robustly and charitably love a family member! Jesus talked about this, however, and elucidated the dangers of what happens when we make anything an idol, even the totalitarian regime we think we must work our asses off to eliminate. Whichever idol it is, it destroys souls.

May I? This is from the tenth chapter of Matthew. Jesus' words, they are quite sobering.


"Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace but a sword. For I have come to turn a man against his father, a daughter against her mother, a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law a man's enemies will be the members of his own household.

"Anyone who loves their father or mother more than Me is not worthy of Me; anyone who loves their son or daughter more than Me is not worthy of Me. Whoever does not take up their cross and follow Me is not worthy of Me. Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for My sake will find it."


Just an amazing contrast to what we are being told by the World System about how to address the Covid thing. That's the Kingdom way we should be looking at it, and thinking deeply about jettisoning this typical and extraordinarily ugly codependent attitude we all have towards one another which actually engenders hatred and resentment and interminable bitterness toward one another.

Give up one's self, and not only get it back but get one's loved ones back as well.

I must add that not all parents, nor family members who must live in close proximity with one another not all of them are all into the Catholicist milieu. Some are committed followers of Christ, or at least have some affinity for Truthful and Gracious things. I think most struggle with knowing how all that plays out and are hurt by what has happened in public schools, indeed the entire public arena.

What about all the grand Americanist FREEDOM we thought we had and are fighting to restore? I get you, I understand. Being able to live life and have a lively livelihood to do all the things the Constitution tells us we can do are all very good things. The problem is the totalitarian rulership is still there employing every form of deception possible to make it seem like we are free when we really are not. Nice things are nice things! I'm all for them! But one consumed by his or her sin is not nice, and it is not freedom.

Everyone is a slave to someone. Acceptance of that is the first step to real freedom. You are a slave to your sin and the necessary and fully authorized totalitarian institutions that mitigate the effects of that sin it must by divine order, for divinely established purposes, be there doing its thing no matter how harrowing it is.

On the other hand, you may choose to be a slave to righteousness by turning to the narrow gate and walking through it to meet the One with the nail-scarred hands and feet, as well as a beautiful smile on His face welcoming you into the Kingdom. God then makes you no longer a slave, but a son or a daughter.

One of the best things about that is right now you may make peace with the totalitarians. Doesn't mean you don't see what they're doing with perceptive understanding. Doesn't mean you won't pray deeply for and minister meaningfully to those who could themselves be free from it. Doesn't mean you can't grasp the fact that any evil may be allowed for a distinct purpose related to God actually turning those things into footstools for the ultimate blessing of His beloved.

Acceptance is an awesome thing, much because you now dwell richly and bountifully in the Kingdom.


Thing is, you've got to let Him know you want to be there. You've got to believe on Him with everything that is in you. You've got to make Him Lord of your affairs.


Otherwise, the totalitarians already are.




  • An excellent Prager U video featuring Carol Roth gets a bit into the details of the Americanist fascism. The link is here.

  • Two days after wrapping this home page piece, here on February 21, news came that the Canadian Parliament voted 185 to 151 to approve Justin Trudeau's use of the Emergencies Act. Again, this is how real democracy works - what do you do when most vote for tyranny?

  • Here's a page with some idea of the nature of the Catholicist Nation. When speaking of "The Society," it is a reference to a specific organization. Here's a brief description about a few of its leader's duties.

  • Here is a recent home page piece in which I do a bit more to elaborate on the totalitarianism that is really the Ecclesiocracy.

  • I've tried to compile a list of "All the Bad Guys" so we can more easily process who's behind everything. I'm sure I've missed quite a few there, and some on the list may be very touchy. It may go without saying that it is there not to encourage anyone to continue to rage against anyone in particular, but to simply understand, and then to pray for them and those adversely affected by anything they may do or may have done. This is an ongoing part of any vibrant Kingdom ministry, really.

  • CRT is Critical Race Theory and ESG is Environmental, Social, and Governance. It isn't that we should be dismissive of instances of genuine racist discrimination or be neglectful of genuinely and industriously caring for the environment - it is really about whether we are plugging into those things from the World System totalitarianism basing its policies on idolatrous practices - or we are much more effectively addressing injustices from the Kingdom by Christ's eternal principles.

  • The image of the family and the sunset is from activefamilymag.com. Thank you. The image of the Ottawa police force against the backdrop of a declaration about freedom is by Alex Kent at Getty in an article by David Sacks from his Substack and posted by Bari Weiss. Thank you. The image of the movie poster is my own photograph. The image of President Biden and the masked children is a screenshot of an unknown street artist's work posted in Washington DC and summarily removed by a random devout Covidian - but not before photographs were taken of it (and three others) and shared widely online.

  • If there is any doubt about what Jesus says about children at home, the point of the passage from Matthew's tenth chapter is because of those adults' rejection of Jesus there will be hatred among them. He does add that should anyone deliberately teach children things that would cause them to sin, they should have a millstone tied to their neck and thrown into the sea. That by the way is in Matthew's 18th chapter. I must add that some may very perceptively state that the Covid-derived internecine antagonism is piddle compared to the nice smiley totalitarian encouragement of children to rat out their parents for perceived slights against Caesar. That too!

  • To find out more about Scripture's position on slavery - that each of us in indeed a slave no matter how much you think you have some kind of freedom - please check out the sixth, seventh, and eighth chapters of the letter to the Romans. Also take a look at what the third chapter of John says right after that amazing and well-known part about God giving His only begotten Son. Doesn't matter how much you try to excuse yourself, you're already fully subject to any and all totalitarian activity.

  • For a terrific passage about children and parents when the gospel is lived out in the home, check out the 127th Psalm.

  • Here are a few thoughts about The One who is the Truthfulness and Graciousness.


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